Better of Alone :]

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it’s what I’ve got to do
I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You’re better off alone

And it’s clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I’ll admit, I’ll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it’s what I gotta do
I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here and I think you should know
You’re better off alone

You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here and I think you should know
You’re better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you’re better off alone

I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser, you’re better off alone

Better off alone

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Me.

Sometimes, I feel as if no one really understands the way I am.

People always misunderstand me, my parents say I’m not really studying

and them my boyfriend says I’m studying too much.

What `d effin hell?!!

So all I want to do now is effin cry.

What do they want from me?

Why can’t they hear me out?

I wish I never had a heart.

I wish I died at this moment, like, NOW.

Cuz the feeling is killin` me deep :(

I wish for once there could be someone

who really appreciates me :(

..who’d cheer me up when I’m sad.

Cuz I don’t even have friends anymore, no friends, not a bestfriend.

I feel, like all my bestfriends left me with their own lives.

As for my friends, there’s no one I consider so close to me,

so I cannot tell anyone the way I feel.

There’s God :)

That guy, I wish I could be in His arms

rather that this feisty earth.

Where people just hurt themselves ..

I don’t know where I belong anymore.

I don’t know how to stop the tears anymore.

I don’t know my worth anymore.

I don’t know why i’m here anymore.

i wish my heart would stop breathing bleeding..

Cuz this is definitely killing me.

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It was raining awhile ago..

Rain.

What does it remind you my friends?
Well to me, before, it was one of the hateful things in the world.

I used to call my ex-love “Rain” because he looked like Rain (the Korean Actor/Artist)

But that changed after sometime, and the day I met my ONE TRUE LOVE.

CHRISTIAN A. BAUTISTA :]

for me, this is what rain is now:

A blessing.

Opportunities.

for if it didn’t rain, plants won’t be showered

with water that provides them strength,

and these plants is a need of our environment

including fruits, vegetables and the rice we eat.

God purposed that if it rained,

we will all be showered with blessings.

Although it is sometimes

annoying because it causes floods and makes it to hard

to go outdoors. We must remember that we have all

been to careless of our environment too, that’s why we

are having these floods. The trees, where are they?

Bottom line, God loves us :]

Good morning everyone!Ü

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icecream :]


Your Ice Cream Personality:


You are an incredibly modest person. You don’t feel comfortable bragging about yourself… or even receiving complements.

You have a wild reputation, but you’re not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks.

You are a very open minded, liberal, and flexible person. You love many things. You tend to have tastes that range from down home to cosmopolitan.

You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you’re doing more than one thing at a time.

You are fun loving and sweet. You tend to enjoy joking around and teasing people.

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ang sarap nang cupcake :]


What Your Cupcake Says About You


At parties, you tend to be a social butterfly. You enjoy making conversation and making sure everyone is having fun.

You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary.

The most important thing in your life is your family.

You are dominant, vain, and a bit of a show off. To know you is to worship you.

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Pag-ibig, ayon kay Bob Ong :]

1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”
2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”
3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”
4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”
5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”
6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”
7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”
8. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”
9. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”
10. “Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”
11. “Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”
12. “Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka.”
13. “Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”
14. “Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”
15. “Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”
16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”
17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”
18. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”
19. “Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka..”
20. “secret na un”

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Hoooraaay!!..

I can't waiiit to have it!!

I can

that’s all :D

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Friendster is on `effin maintenance again.

Haha. The last time i got to log in i found out friendster ate 571 of my friends and left me with 10 friends.

What the hell are they up to again? Anyways, I signed up for a xanga account. Yes, I am making choices between blogs – you can read my xanga post. the link’s located at my sidebar.

`post later :D

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Lazy Saturdays..

This Saturday, all i did was wake up extremely laaaate.

Download mp3s and mobile games to my phone, and text with my Yanskii. Haha xD

i haven’t even taken a bath! haha. gross of me. i’ll take a bath in the evening,

i love taking a bath during at night  anywaay :) )

i wanted to see my friendster but since yesterday it was

maintenance all the waaay. well, i hope the coming week wont be a hell week.

Christmas is commiiiiing sooo close

i’m soo excited! for Dec. 7 and for seeing Dad!

Good luck everyone :)

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Sometimes, I hate studying.

Thursday.

This day will be one of the worst days of my life forever.

I hate how much i hate math. that everytime i it’s our seatwork

and quiz, my mind just goes unattached to my earthly being.

i hate studying for quizzes, `cuz in the end i’d get a lower

score compared to those whom i lended some of my answer.

i hate that somebody suddenly won’t text me leaving no footsteps of

reason.

Gaaaawd, life is so sucky a lot this day :(

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