Sometimes, I feel as if no one really understands the way I am.

People always misunderstand me, my parents say I’m not really studying

and them my boyfriend says I’m studying too much.

What `d effin hell?!!

So all I want to do now is effin cry.

What do they want from me?

Why can’t they hear me out?

I wish I never had a heart.

I wish I died at this moment, like, NOW.

Cuz the feeling is killin` me deep

I wish for once there could be someone

who really appreciates me

..who’d cheer me up when I’m sad.

Cuz I don’t even have friends anymore, no friends, not a bestfriend.

I feel, like all my bestfriends left me with their own lives.

As for my friends, there’s no one I consider so close to me,

so I cannot tell anyone the way I feel.

There’s God

That guy, I wish I could be in His arms

rather that this feisty earth.

Where people just hurt themselves ..

I don’t know where I belong anymore.

I don’t know how to stop the tears anymore.

I don’t know my worth anymore.

I don’t know why i’m here anymore.

i wish my heart would stop breathing bleeding..

Cuz this is definitely killing me.