Sometimes, I feel as if no one really understands the way I am.

People always misunderstand me, my parents say I’m not really studying

and them my boyfriend says I’m studying too much.

What `d effin hell?!!

So all I want to do now is effin cry.

What do they want from me?

Why can’t they hear me out?

I wish I never had a heart.

I wish I died at this moment, like, NOW.

Cuz the feeling is killin` me deep

I wish for once there could be someone

who really appreciates me

..who’d cheer me up when I’m sad.

Cuz I don’t even have friends anymore, no friends, not a bestfriend.

I feel, like all my bestfriends left me with their own lives.

As for my friends, there’s no one I consider so close to me,

so I cannot tell anyone the way I feel.

There’s God

That guy, I wish I could be in His arms

rather that this feisty earth.

Where people just hurt themselves ..

I don’t know where I belong anymore.

I don’t know how to stop the tears anymore.

I don’t know my worth anymore.

I don’t know why i’m here anymore.

i wish my heart would stop breathing bleeding..

Cuz this is definitely killing me.

Rain.

What does it remind you my friends?
Well to me, before, it was one of the hateful things in the world.

I used to call my ex-love “Rain” because he looked like Rain (the Korean Actor/Artist)

But that changed after sometime, and the day I met my ONE TRUE LOVE.

CHRISTIAN A. BAUTISTA :]

for me, this is what rain is now:

A blessing.

Opportunities.

for if it didn’t rain, plants won’t be showered

with water that provides them strength,

and these plants is a need of our environment

including fruits, vegetables and the rice we eat.

God purposed that if it rained,

we will all be showered with blessings.

Although it is sometimes

annoying because it causes floods and makes it to hard

to go outdoors. We must remember that we have all

been to careless of our environment too, that’s why we

are having these floods. The trees, where are they?

Bottom line, God loves us :]

Good morning everyone!Ü